Seven years have passed and nothing can fill the void I'm feeling. On the outset, life goes on but in reality, it is incomplete since you are no longer around. Your sudden passing took me by surprise and I was not prepared for it. I was rudely shaken out of my routine and I did not know what to do anymore after that. I was completely lost and simply going through the motion without knowing where I was heading to. Truthfully, I am still trying to put all the broken pieces together though deep down inside, I know nothing will ever be the same again. Abah, I'm missing you more than ever. Al Fatihah.